My Confessions II

Have you every looked through his old photos and feel that you missed out so much of his life? Even though, you probably have a long road ahead with him but still, you wish that you could have been there when he was 18, 19, 20. 
Have you felt so sour looking at those smiles, hugs and kisses? Even though it was such a long time ago and probably doesn’t mean anything now.
Now I understand how my ex boyf’s current girl felt when I was just friend with him. Threaten. Even though, there is nothing at all to be threaten about. It’s just that I knew him longer than her. I knew him better than her.
It’s just random thoughts from looking at pictures. Pardon me.

- G. Sim

So precisely describe my thoughts at times. But never been able to put it down in the right words. This, is so perfect. The difference being, i'm the threatenED one, not the threatenING one. Sometimes I can't help asking myself, what will he feel when he sees her? I don't know well enough to have an answer. We'll just have to wait and see. (but i really shudn't b the one commenting about ex. hahaha) Ex-es really brings me so much insecurity...... ><" But he says, to have faith in him. ^^ So i will. =)

Everyday, I wish i've known you for ever.
Know every person you know,
been everywhere you've been,
seen everything you've seen,
share every memory of yours.
遺憾的是來不及參與你的過去~


omg ridiculous.. what am i thinking when i shud b cramming my 170 lectures?!?!?

i call this bf-withdrawal syndrome(BWS).

Definition: ceasing of use of addictive drug (ie bf) after long period of exposure (more than 24 hours) @@

Signs and symptoms: tiredness, unmotivated, anxiety, signing onto MSN, distracted, short attention span, memory impairment.

Risk factors: have a bf, personality (clingy, dependant), stress, boredom, in pain, exams.

Management: sleep, procrastinate, be occupied by forms of entertainment which requires no concentration.